Years later, a man was struck blind on his way. He then encountered a period of preparation living alone with the Spirit of God. He too had to answer the same questions that confronted Esther. Finally, his name was changed from Saul to Paul and he was propelled into a ministry sharing what he called "my gospel". His gospel was an illumination of what the prophet Habakkuk had said, "the just shall live by faith". Paul did great things for God and in the face of the unknown had this to say:
"And now I am bound by the Spirit to go to Jerusalem.
I don't know what awaits me, except that the Holy Spirit
tells me in city after city that jail and suffering lie ahead.
But my life is worth nothing to me unless I use it for finishing
the work assigned me by the Lord Jesus--the work of telling
others the Good News about the wonderful grace of God".
Acts 20:22-24
Can we be just as sure as Esther and Paul that all our preparations will be worth it? That even though we might, like Esther, not hear the voice of God we can be like King David and say: "My God, by day I call to you, but you don't answer; likewise at night, but I get no relief. Nevertheless, you are holy, enthroned on the praises of Israel. In you our ancestors put their trust; they trusted, and you rescued them. They cried to you and escaped; they trusted in you and were not disappointed". I think that is where Esther came to rest. She came to see her life would be worth nothing without the foundation: "the just shall live by faith". How about you? Do you agree?